Kinda boring. Leaving Singapore to Sydney soon. Hope its gonna be fun?

Hmmm, for the past few days, wasn't in a good mood..
Something happen..I really regretted knowing her. Well, believe it or not,

She isn't as easy as you think. I miss T badly. Haiz. I'm super confuse.

Talked to Isabel about it. Well, thank you Isabel for those. But I really cant accept the fact.

Well, you may say that the time will heal. But the cut in my heart is really too deep that nothing can even heal. Its really impossible for me to give up on her. Really IMPOSSIBLE. Maybe just let me suffer for now is the best. Since I've already been suffering ever since I knew the truth. Because I'm no longer me. I have changed just because of her. I love her.

You might not know what she has done. Maybe because she treats you like a treasure. Or in fact, its all fake. I'm not having anything about her. But after all these, I've managed to see everything. Hurting others without even thinking about others feelings.. I hate it. I had enough of it. Anyway, just to let you know, I'm not gonna give up on you for others. Because I learnt my mistakes. I'm gonna work hard and wont give up. Because you are my everything. I gave up on E and I found someone better, Well, giving up on her was a mistake, but if I were to give up on you is a greater mistake. No matter if you still like her or not, I'm here to tell you that, I love you no matter what. But sometimes whatever she says just hurt me alot. I will wait, I will hang on tight. Because I Love You. I will build up my courage to tell you how much you really meant to me. One day, I'll prove to you. Just you wait. ILOVEYOU.